You've Gone Back To Him? Have You? / Maligned Mal- Bad- Aligned Again ?! #1 Le 30 Septembre, 2013 On Monday A Beautiful Morning!

                                   You've Gone Back To Him ? Have You ?
                                   Maligned Mal- Bad- Aligned Again ?!
                                   You Still Desperately Want His Seal
                                   His Validation To Validate You ?!?

                                   Mine Doesn't Count Much Just More
                                   Counterfeit Money More Baggage
                                   More Things To Distract You From
                                   The One Mistake You Believe That
                                   
                                   You Made So Many Years Ago That
                                   You Spoke To me Of So Quietly So
                                   Seriously That You Had To Fight The
                                   Urge So Constantly As You Said With

                                   Pain In Your Eyes, Tightening Of Your
                                   Face The Only Time I Saw So Clear
                                   Such Emotional Conflict Writ So Plain
                                   So Certain So Deep So Wounding

                                   I Fought That Those Ideas Wanting Bad
                                   To Give You Distraction To Ward Off
                                   Those Bad Inclinations To Give You
                                   Other Validations As You Need None

                                   It's All Just In Your Mind All Just So
                                   Hard Mixed In A Cocktail Tale Of
                                   Emotion Of Feelings Of Self-Worth
                                   Of Decisions We Are All Faced To

                                   Make! Ask Me?!? I Think You Are
                                   Fine. You Perhaps Read Like Me
                                   Not All The Signs At The Time But
                                   You believed It Was Right Then &

                                   That's All That Does Matter Now It's
                                   Time To Pick Up The Pieces The
                                   Bruised Psyche The Damaged To
                                   Be Settled For Busy Your Life Now

                                   Is & I Wish You Would Let Me In
                                   To Help You Some On This Daily
                                   Mental Ordeal To Get Past The
                                   Physical - Emotional Carnage That's
 
                                  Unfortunately Yours! You Deserve
                                  So Much Better What A Precious
                                  Jewel Is Your Spirit The Soul Of A
                                  Child Lost In Wonder Wanting To

                                  Have A Wand Waved So You May
                                  Wander The World & Sleep On The
                                  Beach The Whole Night Under The
                                  Stars, Clothed Or Naked But All Night
                                  Wonderfully Magically Peacefully Long!

LOVE MADLY! I'm trying to hard, but this wall of silence is killing me slowly-softly into shreds and pieces- speak to me!   #1  Le 30 Septembre, 2013  Lundi matin a 8:37 AM...