I have the wrong audience, I need people that really understand my quest, questions both posed and unanswered

 I need someone to have similar stress levels and points!

Someone or something’s that jive without all the bullshit

With kernels of honesties, ties and teas and coffee rough

I know I may stay true to my glorious salvos , urgent so

My stabs at some shreds of arbors, paths, streams, beds,

Baring, barring, silting, flirting, Fire and water this winter

Some snow, Plan B, plan C, I need of my to be I need to

Celebrate the innate the authentic , he delirious wild win-

Ing aspects of myself, clearly not, open, vulnerable skins

No place to hide my bare raw hide my cowboy, my cowgirl

Lasso rope and mighty brawn brat but not bully bravado

Without all the puffed up winds in my sails that parade my

Naked ass tails to depths and crags and ravines and open

Dirty exposed sewer drains reducing me to dirt, no shame!

Dive head first in! Tail or fin, bosom or butt wide fanged

Flesh flailed flared flamed from tamed and tepid to sooo

Yes scalding hot volcanic flow and fierce heat, open up!