I drone on yes Idrone on my self entitling thrown not knowing, nowhere understanding I don’t faith the mold

i'm an utter selfpity cruiser sore loser No one have I let in choosing, so I thought my self-others-battles are purely all mine to sulk to envy and gather all togethefmy prise my demise my utter i position mine to laugh at, smirk at, laude so loudly yeah feeling thecwear wore tears tear utter cum- pleae quick NOW such despair! so ighty is my constant falling,mydroning on and on, my self spying unforgiving yes despising ! That con a constant darkening where lightening would so served me all the better to be unobstructed mypathmyvery own, and yet I set off many drones all in the mightynameto roam, to gather much- needed informations to plan myevery new forms. I am home on the phone I am played on my iPad there's no love out there, just that illusive deal promise a surface of blurry faced fakes faking their every gesture their empty faces those smiles as about sincere as liesrepeated to make me feel so athome and comfort alone Mygut saysotherwise, myin and out soooo about stincts X Y Z 2 A B C say don't this buy into I'll be your honey, we can later talk money Come to daddy, your momma needs you, we are family and our blood calls out our names it's only in our real pain that we live at all