I garden constantly these days, more than anything else, it is my current art form, expression, impression, a Big NO to any depression, a Big NIX to baby bad , small ‘ t ‘ trump!

i question always , in all ways y actions, doings, states of be in out g gee , where, what, why am I now, when will I ever know!? at the moment it all seems so im port ant , and I should take my lead from an ant that fills a purpose constantly, on the move step outside, step away, turn off the news the medua, the lies the spoon feeding, the insistent yes dumbing me down so i question yes both my quest and my worth, and whether doing anything but what is implied that has value and worth doing as i am fed constantly by others that want me as their yes slave, to behave as they suggest to get the message before they must get rough for my own good! NO I say! I will not sway your way I will instead garden, make art, be a good husband , father, part of our community and NOT do others as I would not want to be done onto, with love, empathy & a sense of right and wrong strong!

Yes it’s real, real present, I am a present, both to myself and perhaps you!? I live openly in this very instant availing myself, my services, my being, my form, stature, self, on condition numbed, champagne does that, blurs the process, mellows the obstacles and threats and fears and opens sooooooo wide those amorous necessary desires to be held, hugged , hello’ed, howdy’ed, how are you !?!? Ready for naked nods and holding hands!

My de-fence, where is it now!?! who's There? Here? Howdy do stranger, we on The same wave , wave, crave, mave, pave To me your self of shelf, how long has it Been!? Do you even know anymore how to Inter-enter-center me in quest yours wirh- Out in question qbuerie, quaint, quiet, Queer, quack, quick, no more in state of Champagne haze able to be a blaze not laze, Lay lady lay, lat Mr lay, right here be4 Me if you will, if you are instructed , if The meny many womeny womany barbed wire Attire fire fiest dire late night crier Camm , summon, and I will arrive, build If we tell ourselves, semblace fake empire!

Part Two hundreds of years later ; we are now fighting the un-civil war as we no longer know how, or really give a crap about, being civil to one another in this struggle of steal mindset , opinions, feelings, wants and desires and more - having been steadily, persistently, insidiously spoonfed and dumbed down to the point where we are barely able to think and act for ourselves, and scarcely remember when the last time we once did, preferring now to let these zillions of Big screens do it for us, because, really, why bother!?!?

Has it really all now cum come 2 this!? Cum-play-'n-see , cum place our cum in Whomever whenever whichever, forever In pleadure, sport, whim, fancy, mal- Lice ,anger, revenge - just because NOW trump says in his actions we can! Damned be the world and anyone says Otherwise as we are Jesus, God, Save Saviors savers servers of the world! Just because we agree with him ad he Has re-established the unnatural white We are better , more worthy, extra so Very special and chosen unnaturally By ourselves in our sick minds to do So until nuclears blow us all up in Quick deadly, the end so sure, soon. As decidedly we have led us yes to This with having brazenly given up For instant pleasures of flesh now! We have all cum, succummed to this! Time to face to penis our cummUPnUS! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! Got you! Wake up before it's too late! Time to trump that basta-turd!

Micro macro cry crow say foul, scope scoop me up - out - about! Wave me micro-macro , heat, beat, bleed me to silent be! Try your dam est, look out when I fly off that slide sample you took take of me - I will not be contained contaminated illuminated!

I must escape to my awareness kf Of life simple so it may seem at Times, various chimes, the wind Will make us all sing, the sun so Opens our eyes and sounds soar up Into our ears and our souls on soles Our very own to march us through, too!

Vulnerability as strength , to be available to oneself , quickly do whatever not really ever looking back , in constant motion, a movement , an ocean, a sky, the pursuit as pursuit, no known ending, latching, snatching on, that alone, no fear, enough, to simply keep at it till the engine will not crank, the thoughts weight too much, the gas there yet stop stop stop

What at at tribe u te!.m what me a sure !? The regard I hold myself in is different to How others do, so much less skill in tech No nique as much as gut on a tray full dis Play no time to think of others, the express I on fully steam blasting from behind I go For an full monty of reveal through actions In mine own, that I must dearly own as all Mine , make them live, give them breath, do! no contrive not trivialize but hard core real! Step outside, me my I gone bye bye, I write! Good or bad, not my point, except I know so Clearly we all must have that buck as ours Redy to pay the piper once caught or called Up on now, here, there, then, now - time 2 pay Up up up up up up up before allowed to sup up!

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MMono Tony teases tests tempers too! Meny menTall All Mighty Morphin Alive MerMen mermaids made of finest flesh Fleshing out days and nights sooooooo Not to be repeated, not to knot sooooo Concumstantly to prove our existance Not yet exit no not that, only excite Ment me my myself Tony living all my Tony moments moanMenTs trued true, too! How to survive thrive arrive derive dry Drive not me lr others of Tony deprive!?

I am yes readily red soooo face and hand, tan, toned, ex exh hi hello him her my his her story exhibition a bit, a whole, goodly, more so than ever , an exhibitionist!

Why am I!? What differs? Difference?! Preference, prefix, fixed, born torn Sporn forelorn, sooooo very born yes Like this, I like it, like it me or Not!? I am vey exhibitionistic and Proud loud under sun stars, moon, cloud I am not scared, no, the opposite, I I come alive on exhibit as example yeah Sample ample Low or high or mid amp In dark , inside or out, under moon Or in the light of any one's lamp, Flexing, flashing, cavorting, painted, Why do I care, why do I parade, when And wherever do I model, wear, bare My bear skin, my smile, eyes, my alure Do I really care, to gain others yes Their attention, their starex, cares I am happiest when devoid of textiles On my petson ' xept those under foot I am stronger having allowed myself This treat this treasure pleasure Measure to not measure myself but To feel further on alive living so!

Tag along, no need to follow, walk hand in hand or simply side by side

You do not have to take my side I ask only you leave intact my pride We are together here in a sense on A ride a glide, a beautiful slide Let us coexist be non judgeMenWomen- Child mental, and step lutside ourselves Leaving our I's Me's Mine's Myself's By the roadsides and perhaps even our Textiles, as in ropa, vetements, clothes No need for feR, blame, punishment, harm We should lock RMS, DROP GUN arms, hRms Live in cities, ciudads, villes, barns Work simply to provide for ourselves Or have we been dumbed down to not yes Ourselves, our lives, us, we recognize!?

What we feally eed, wht reallymatters

The Clare it ty ties de lune, reflections on loons on a pond turned golden at night, at dusk, just soooo many goons meny men not even pretending sad mad bad with those younger than teens

On,y moon us when we say it.s okay!

That orb above never still yet so Movement men meant intent bad some Not all tie pre-teens in knots phys So meny men menTall they press up on So debttremendousTremble soo those Preyed on not a prayer in heaven or

Sadly on earth , from birth a time Less tale chase incest tail male fe- Male, allso beyond the pale, betrayal Of those we love, but such proximity To butt, any butt, the end is still The same, cast doubt on others to More victims, them to blame, not us We are meny manly strong disillusioned Fooling no one except ourselves we so Think we have outsmarted them, no, not The case , and now at our base basic Flawed pawwed patted fatted flirted t A point before losing our patience and So we strike time after time, another Roll, lne more dime, tossed into piles Chalked up to gain for us, no matter Cost, just not to be crossed, not bossed Flaussed yes, shiny grin , teeth, smile For your brother , mother, our secret, it Like all others, at all times were, are ok All this must finally stop, mend our meny Men thinking we have the right when we have Not, bever, ever, no way, not one time is ok!

AlerGeeze Louise Louis , Gruner to the Loisium, pollen has its diabolical luster , no time to be lazy ‘bout sneeeze sneezing tumbling down strands those nasty DNA-like powdery allergens to gener French for bother us so as leaves form and drip drop engaging through our nose loathsome irritants traveling like LOCODastardlyMOTIVES havoc in our lungs!

I garden fiercely I will not polen Pollute my airways My fareways so fair So fine so splendid As to be able finest Sable in any stable Cable table enable Me Us We breathe yes Free of sneexe snot Let it rip give it All I got bugger so Be gone be sad that You are not the boss Of Me Us We no sir Ma!aam We got this Nipped it in the bud Squeezed if tight so No life ifs ands buts ! Kicked polens in the butt!

Perform ! Perform! Perform! Per -conversation?! per-act?! Per-persuasion?!?! How is my performance?! Am I satisfied?! Do I satisfy you, then, all?!?!?! It’s walkways about performing ,conforming , accept, become be boring!

Am I scared to turn off the lights Scared of what I might dream or That I feel I have not accomplished Enough!? Making me in mine own yes My eyes, not good enough, never good Enough, for what!? For who whom yes Not ever reallybat home, flying so All lost lonely longing lapsing so Damned finding in my dreams a real Sense of not knowing not understanding The meaning of my being so forever yes Lost bossed blaming myself not you/them

Definitions that define and set perameters that, maybe, do not need to exist, as they may be too confining, especially in seriously trying times where deals are made on a dime and billionaires reap profits to the umpteenth zillionth times!

I guess you sense my vibe, i am I have an intense dislike for Those that would steal not earn That which is not theirs in the First place as they have no rights None at all, all seeming arbitrary Yet not one bit of any of it, no otvall all! Calculations to be pre- Cise , to extract, trip, trip us all Up and to score in the billions and And zillions, all at precisely yes sir ertain times , cash cows falling into Their laps by the billions as everything Was exorcised to result in exactly a big Profit for tge few at the exclusion of All the very innocent pure peaceful rest! May these few find jails and bars without Any means ever to a use us all so shamelessly!

The soothing comfort of music lights my soul and welcomes my spirit to that oasis, that safe house to all those that are hounded, pursued, tracked down, and mercilessly subverted to the will of others and even eternal voices that have exonerated something totally unknown to us, ourselves, we as individuals and we a people!

Just the task of making it That arriving at the end of The day that acquieses to night That sigh, that release of air Breath that loses its weight and Finds short rejuvenating respite No easy task for any of us no Matter how blessed we may think We are yet we are all the same seed The same apple that sprout the spread The growing the journee standing or On our knees we suffer the life of Being and doing without outer or inner Influencers overt and subvert, pervert, Assert must we our will our work our Selves that we have been banned from As that would be a danger to others That might take it upon themselves to Control our very beings for their pay

Top see Tur vee! Bottom bee, Receive thee Spurn perm him

FEEL ing Crum mee , crumbs FINGERS, thumbs! not be bums JERK him off ! Jack him up FINGER him hard, splat him BUTT to butt, nuts to nuts THAT insatiable surge to DISCHARGE purge our balls NEVER deliver all the goods HAVE your back up backed up LOINS purloined joined at HIPS nips lips tail whips ALWAYS way splay play piss SALVEheyheydismayVaytion!

Why do we repeat what he says? On truth social, no truth there, and no social except white supremacy minions sadly so!?!?

WHY do we listen to him? WHY are his words, setences FRAGMENTS, with little coher- RENCE no reference to coheasion JUST rambles, brambles, no facts ALL lies, all show, lack substance HOW did we get here!? How get out!? WE have news brodcasters not checking THE veracity, the vrai, the verdad, the TRUTH that is professional, business, ESSENTIAL, not fobs, not unstable, false FICTICTIOUS rants, grunts, curses, slurs MEAN words , sentiments that absolve hin m SO he thinks, believes, trues to force us TO believe, because he repeats, does not EVER stop his slanders, panders, punches PERVERTED ways, means, manners, massacers!

The dumb founded, the de cept shhhh yawn-no-more, the de-ceit-with-no-receipt, the recipe for more law-none-at-all!

WHAT world is this!?! OF who's making and 4 WHO WHOM HOW WHOLYHELL! THE CORE is corruption THE purpose to serve so OTHERS , that OTHER yes WE all know his image HIS frame-to-blame US HIS defection dirty so DEFLECTION he just writes SOME of us swallow VERB- HIS bait bate re-bait ETERNAL infernal CON so GUMPtion large sums geeze SIONS signs we often did STILL do flag, now we must ACT read him his riot act IN words and actions are FINALly no allies any more JAIL no bail no mercy just RETRIBUTION re-distribution OF monies, order, laws, rules

LOOP holes now wholly gone FOR all our good to mend bad!

A society that does not punish the truly punishable, that punishes those that disagree or change their narrative!

A society that finctions as it is told A civilization that has been programmed A norn that is the most heinous norm ever An acceptance as fact that is so ingrained We the People are subtly transfigured so As to function for a hugely collective good Of so few that it boggles the mind and blows The imagination to smitheteens as we sometimes Glimpse the absurdity of living just to live With our minds our fears and threats our night And daily lived mares cochemars cages, traps, We are so caught in we s that tangle us tkght That even if we knew how to walk a tightrope We would most assuredly fall to our feaths! We have lost all sight vision view perspectives Of how much we could really be and enjoy, share And both give and receive and treasure in a love A nurture a world that without a doubt does not Have to continue to function as it is at present. We may and can do so much better than this for sure!

We The People being pushed to our deaths over one cliff after the other by trump’s trumpers trumping along cUnless, in total dark!

Shitty craps, merdes, mierdas, madness greedy, refusing to feed the few , selling us short never seeing the big picture as money is all they spend their energies on , making it but not working for it , not caring the consequences be damned, we be damned we are damned, they fascilitatef it, that we stay damnef, no damned sfame to them, dambed if they cared ir considered, as long as thecsequences to sequences to their piwer and wealth, benourushed by our effirts to further enrjch them their coffers, shiny solud gold coffins, fullnow jf money to take whetever, their version of heaven, with us on rusted old dangeroys cgains, dead ir alive, they find uses for ys either way! get it , the money and power, they are quick, effortless effort on their part, a nd that do not interrupt their games ruses rites rituals of lust , animal verocity, unbridled excess, ramp amp rant rampant delusions yes illusions of power and wealth and ill pill bills everyone else pay, all on other"s pennies , sweat these few soooo sweet their pillages piles of stolen monies that by the power of their position they got all opportunities to theur own tuned all aaquisitions without competition that is simply bow and has een for cents on the dollar centuries how spoonfed myths and diversions spliced our genes jeans programmed so imbedded so in bed with us all that we do not even see it as wrong or illegal as these few just keep playing on our weaknesses and our addictions, creating addiction after addiction to keep us too busy to have time money energy, method, means, knowledge to resist and fight back in in strength to combat what has been growing and spreading right uder our noses to further enslave victimize us by suggesting that with more hard work on our parts we can get all that we seek to be able to lose ourselves even further in meanness , your games activities, voyeuristic glimpses on screens making us more and more malleable and ignorant and happy to be more spoonfed and dummied down as well as we do not have to think for ourselves while these few of you that slaughter, get more spoiled, delusional, disconnectedand bored with the simple difference that they hold all the cards and can buy themselves everything but happiness so they feed us more bad sad egad! food to make us sick sickening us methodically for their good their profit off us that meds that never heal that seal our fates to certain deaths, ours, we are glutted on social media to believe we must buy to stay and regain whatever health we hope for to fit the dicktastestateshighstakes steaks illusions of attainable yes you we better believe it or die perfection that is nothing more than pipe smoke evaporating right before our own eyes as no one is there really to save us, our SOS in smoke signals are never seen on any screen, no matter how much we preen press prance prince princess as we are all pawns prawns to be eaten beaten sweeten up till dead.

The Billionaires, Big Corporations, Pharma, US government broken, disfunction, diversions, deceits, blatant, hurtful lies, injustices, breaking the laws repeatedly, Big Banking, Stock markets, everything rigged against We The People!

i have every idea now more, Than ever before, the concert As in concerted effort, a whole Concert of activity to distract US We The People , without sound Just the consistent, calculated Efforts of power and money and Few that play us till be expire Or drop to our ignoble deaths Without their care as we are no Longer any hse to them that will Have, always will try to subject US , We the People to their whims They only have one purpose these ile Peops, to have others do the Work so they may play and gorge The selves on their wealth and Power until they get bored so yes ery quickly and thair addictions Take full control of them and make Them meaner, sadder, less loved,less Appreciated, more alone and desperate So much so they lose all perspective Have no empathy, no direction, no sense Of right or wrong and hurt us all more!

We’re not all dumb fucks like you fuckers!

we're onto you yes Even in our naivite We hear the birdssing We see the the robin

Onthe ground searching For a worn to feec itself We stop to give money to The beggar woman in themetro And now more rgan ever Before we are wit ess to you Your systematic destrucrion Of our precious earth so Plainly deceitfully calculted To give you more wealth and Power th play gods goddesses Mostly kings with subjects As bored and base be you and Your lot that are so simply Bereft of imagination, love, And lacking any respect at all You purposefully lay a path of Destruction till you demolish us All, and fir what?! fuckers you are! Scum scraps of foul stench addicted To self pity, self loathing, selfish Mad , mired in ypur past, so scorned To be boiled in your own group fat!