So much outer noise I have blocked it out! I am turning inwards to focus on my “ doings “ that are semi-structured, giving me space I need uninterrupted!

                             Life is my grasp within

                             Time is my path without

                             Self-doubt is lurking in me

                             I must do an about - face 2

                             Face not tearful no fearful!

                             I have found help inside out

I swim with all my might like a wild trout!?

                                                                          I cannot miss my mission

                          

Like a commission, a consult

I use my inner Guinea pig , 

       I am my very best subject alway 

subject subjected to change!

I have no real wheel to steal

   As I want to breeze bust unrest!

                                                              I thought I was typing unrust and

                                                              Unrest came up by my doing or

                                                              By auto-correct, I will have none

                                                              Of correct, I only want to flow so

                                                              All my training becomes untrained

                                                              And gut functions me instinctively

                                                              Fuck artificial intelligence I want

                                                              My very own active intelligence to

                                                              Guide me on my very own person

                                                              Of my own person of acting mind

                                                              Mindful to respect my selfish gut.    

                                                              Alone for the most part constant

                                                              Re-direct, my own inflect, of me!

 

The call to return to be present again, seen, heard, felt, feared, awed, inspired, welcoming, accepting, learning, listening!

 The time  is now ! I am here now

I am present presently so in pieces

In steps in thoughts and beings of

Myself collected and sorted and here

To add, to listen mostly, to read, to so

Respond in kind, be kind, be true, be

Humble , hum, sing out of tune, yet

Be audible as audible is hearing you

Me us all trying to be in some way 

Yes

Available, but

To who? To what purpose?

To be repurposed, to be out

Like saying some

Things , one thing, 

Once out it’s there

Fair? No, but sure square!

Hit you, me us right square

Squarely ‘tween eyes two or

More so deep depending on

Who whom how here horrific!?!

Just the process, the thinking, the

Typing yes , let’s , what type are 

We, I , us? Why here 

Why now?

Let’s move along, touching yes

At times so at others, not

At all!?! 

Why worry!?!

Just keep moving!

I am!