Perform ! Perform! Perform! Per -conversation?! per-act?! Per-persuasion?!?! How is my performance?! Am I satisfied?! Do I satisfy you, then, all?!?!?! It’s walkways about performing ,conforming , accept, become be boring!

Am I scared to turn off the lights Scared of what I might dream or That I feel I have not accomplished Enough!? Making me in mine own yes My eyes, not good enough, never good Enough, for what!? For who whom yes Not ever reallybat home, flying so All lost lonely longing lapsing so Damned finding in my dreams a real Sense of not knowing not understanding The meaning of my being so forever yes Lost bossed blaming myself not you/them